sure...why not? actually i just have this overwhelming need to write! tonight was awesome. ronnie is sick (and i think i'm getting that way), so he didn't go to work. so after dinner with the family, i took delyla with me and we went over to his house and watched Fireproof. Once we got past the bad actress, it was an amazing movie and by the end we were both in tears. i have had problems trusting lately (as you may know from previous blogs), but this gave me a perspective i wasn 't necessarily looking for. i realized it is possible for someone to love me like ronnie says he does. it is really hard sometimes to believe it, but i could see how desperately he wants me to believe it and trust him. at one point, he was just like "exactly! that's how i feel about you!" and i was like..umm..ok? lol. i still don't get that exactly but it's okay. i understand now that it is possible to be loved no matter what. and i think to ronnie, i must be beautiful...cuz that's how he stares at me :-) i'm just happy. i will update you more later, but for now, i'm going to bed b/c i'm sleepy even though i'm not sure i can sleep. God...He works...ya know? -r.
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